Today I feel a bit awful. I wish I could just wake up a woman. I’m not sure I care how it is done just that it’s done. Like I wake up and I have to deal with it. I wish it were clearly something that happened to me rather than something I chose. Why?… Continue reading Decision Avoidance
Tag: nontransition frustration
Hair cut
So I recently got a haircut. My hair is now short. It’s definitely more functional. The long hair was enjoyable. I wish people were ok that I had a woman’s hair cut. I didn’t get too many comments against it but I did get some rather odd looks from people. I can tell some people… Continue reading Hair cut
Struggle
I’ve struggled with my identity for a long time. The most intense struggle happened when I was 13-16. Then I struggled to find love. I don’t know that I really established a strong sense of self. There are traits about me that I do like. Anyway I think maybe I just jumped into finding love… Continue reading Struggle
What I really wanted for Christmas
I’m sorry for yet another… kinda sad post from me. I’m just sad for… well because I feel unaccepted. It’s strange what happens when you recognize a problem. Especially when you don’t like the cost to resolve it. Anyway what I really wanted for Christmas (not that I wanted all of this): A cute outfit,… Continue reading What I really wanted for Christmas