I posted what follows to a group of transwomen: I hope today finds you well and you feel a little more feminine and a little more at home as a woman. I hope you take things less personally, and become skilled at picking your battles. Reserve energy for those who are truly worth it. I… Continue reading I just want you to set it aside and love yourself
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Sometimes it’s just difficult
I think I’m feeling overwhelmed with everything. From things needed to transition to things encountered socially, to my overall mood and internal turmoil. I’m just a bit tired. I also apologize for posting a book here lol. Supportive. Prior to my accepting of being a trans woman I watched lost in transition with my wife.She asked… Continue reading Sometimes it’s just difficult
“You’re a girl at heart”
A couple days ago my daughter told me that I was a girl at heart. I was pretty happy and also sad–I want to be a girl. I feel like I’ve started to kind of slip, refer to myself as her at the tip of my tongue anyway. I don’t think I’ve done it yet.… Continue reading “You’re a girl at heart”
Another Article
Here’s another article that predates the one presented in my previous post. It doesn’t have the same focus (of course) and details many arguments typically encountered. I’m becoming interested in her writing and I might want to buy her book. https://juliaserano.medium.com/detransition-desistance-and-disinformation-a-guide-for-understanding-transgender-children-993b7342946e
Article on Rapid Onset Gender Dysphoria
A friend of mine posted an essay on facebook. I wrote some comments in relation to it. These articles are extremely informative and work to try to inform the public of the experience of transgender individuals. While this article specifically addresses rapid onset gender dysphoria, it applies to also inform of general gender dysphoria. I’ll… Continue reading Article on Rapid Onset Gender Dysphoria
Dear World
I don’t know where I’m at right now. I’m a bit sad which often finds me here. I’m in that place where I wish I was a girl. What a stupid notion sometimes I think to myself. What a weird desire to have had strongly throughout life and when it churned on in the background–a… Continue reading Dear World
Suspended female
It’s been a while since I’ve posted. My account got suspended on livejournal for a while and it took a week or two to resolve that. I wonder if someone flagged it or if their system automatically flagged it for spam. My last entry had a ton of links on it. I had been emailing… Continue reading Suspended female
Transbrainia
I just wanted to post about the brains of those who are transgender. It’s possible that for trans we may have brains of the desired (or identified) gender. So next time you think about the biological connection reconsider what you’re saying. There’s more to bodies and our development than strictly genetic development. Although it’s possible… Continue reading Transbrainia
Gender Confirmation Surgery and detrans
So I’ve been questioning my gender identity pretty hard lately. I had a discussion with my friends. One of them mentioned how they talked to a receptionist at a doctor’s office who said more than half of the trans patients had complications. I’m not sure if this was in regards to HRT or surgery or… Continue reading Gender Confirmation Surgery and detrans
Doubt and Dysphoria
Today I woke up, the first thought is I’m not a woman. Why is that my first thought everyday? I don’t know why I wake up and expect something different to happen. I don’t remember what my dreams have been about lately I half wonder if I am a girl in all of them. Living… Continue reading Doubt and Dysphoria