I think I’m feeling overwhelmed with everything. From things needed to transition to things encountered socially, to my overall mood and internal turmoil. I’m just a bit tired. I also apologize for posting a book here lol. Supportive. Prior to my accepting of being a trans woman I watched lost in transition with my wife.She asked… Continue reading Sometimes it’s just difficult
Category: Trans Life
A post about that transgender life.
“You’re a girl at heart”
A couple days ago my daughter told me that I was a girl at heart. I was pretty happy and also sad–I want to be a girl. I feel like I’ve started to kind of slip, refer to myself as her at the tip of my tongue anyway. I don’t think I’ve done it yet.… Continue reading “You’re a girl at heart”
Dear World
I don’t know where I’m at right now. I’m a bit sad which often finds me here. I’m in that place where I wish I was a girl. What a stupid notion sometimes I think to myself. What a weird desire to have had strongly throughout life and when it churned on in the background–a… Continue reading Dear World
Suspended female
It’s been a while since I’ve posted. My account got suspended on livejournal for a while and it took a week or two to resolve that. I wonder if someone flagged it or if their system automatically flagged it for spam. My last entry had a ton of links on it. I had been emailing… Continue reading Suspended female
Transbrainia
I just wanted to post about the brains of those who are transgender. It’s possible that for trans we may have brains of the desired (or identified) gender. So next time you think about the biological connection reconsider what you’re saying. There’s more to bodies and our development than strictly genetic development. Although it’s possible… Continue reading Transbrainia
Doubt and Dysphoria
Today I woke up, the first thought is I’m not a woman. Why is that my first thought everyday? I don’t know why I wake up and expect something different to happen. I don’t remember what my dreams have been about lately I half wonder if I am a girl in all of them. Living… Continue reading Doubt and Dysphoria
Hello World
Hello everyone. I’m creating this journal to blog mostly about transitioning. My name is Hannah, I’m a 36 year old trans woman (so I’m male to female), pre-everything at this point. I guess I should talk about my journey thus far. And what it means to be trans. Square one: Gender Dysphoria. I think I’ll… Continue reading Hello World