I had a weird dream a couple nights ago: I don’t remember the circumstances but I remember hitting a point where I was very frustrated. I know this comes after talking to my mom about religion and my being transgender. I feel conflicted about being transgender again because I was brought up in a church… Continue reading God won’t make me a girl
Category: Trans Life
A post about that transgender life.
Trans-rejection
Today I talked with my mom about being transgender. Or rather she talked to me. I couldn’t really say much at the time. I think I mainly like to take what she says and mull over it for a while and see how I feel later. The classic objection to transgender people, or she had… Continue reading Trans-rejection
Gender Hypotheticals (With responses)
Gender Hypotheticals, I found this on a discord I recently joined and plan to go through and give my responses. We typically approach gender (how we feel and relate) and sex (what genitals and/or chromosomes we have) as if they are fixed and unchangeable. Culturally, we are taught to assume our gender based on our… Continue reading Gender Hypotheticals (With responses)
Hypothetical Questions (Empty)
Gender Hypotheticals, I found this on a discord I recently joined and plan to go through and give my responses. We typically approach gender (how we feel and relate) and sex (what genitals and/or chromosomes we have) as if they are fixed and unchangeable. Culturally, we are taught to assume our gender based on our… Continue reading Hypothetical Questions (Empty)
The reflection in the tears
I feel a deep despair.The mirror reflects a man in dismayI awake with the same hair,Silly me, expecting to awake a different way. Unaware I was, the pain reside,Unaware I was, until eyes were open,In the sadness a reason hide,In the mirror one of the men. A magic cast on film of past A reflection… Continue reading The reflection in the tears
Feeling… despair
Emotions: hurt, confused, rejected, helpless, submissive, insecure, guilty, ashamed, stupid, inferior, lonely, tired, sleepy, apathetic, isolated, insignificant, hesitant, skeptical, withdrawn I feel hurt because I know my wife won’t accept me as a woman. I feel confused because I want to do anything I can to keep her. I feel rejected knowing that what I… Continue reading Feeling… despair
What I really wanted for Christmas
I’m sorry for yet another… kinda sad post from me. I’m just sad for… well because I feel unaccepted. It’s strange what happens when you recognize a problem. Especially when you don’t like the cost to resolve it. Anyway what I really wanted for Christmas (not that I wanted all of this): A cute outfit,… Continue reading What I really wanted for Christmas
The “secret” world of Hannietty
Ok I don’t think my name lends itself too well to this post, I definitely had Studio Ghibli in mind (The Secret World of Arrietty). I found great relief from my online friends. I don’t know if I talked much about this in any of my posts. But at some point after I knew I… Continue reading The “secret” world of Hannietty
Transgender “bible”
I’m thinking about adding a resource page for my blog site. It will contain bookmarks for transgender resources that I’ve come across on my journey. For now I wanted to post what is called the “transgender bible.” It’s definitely not a bible, it’s just a massive resource that is available. https://genderdysphoria.fyi/
What to do about transition
I wish I could tell you what you should do, a perfect formula. Use this to get out of any social barbs you may run into, use this to get yourself free from snags. I don’t have it. I think many of you are probably just plain bold enough to rely on your autonomy and… Continue reading What to do about transition