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Why are Republicans in the US banning or making it harder to receive care for trans people?

First of all, to the conservative Republican, transgender people don’t really exist. They just consider us as people who are simply confused about their gender and/or are hiding other problems behind “transgenderism.” Secondly putting together any sort of anti LGBTQ+ agenda could be a golden ticket to the top. Republicans are really energized right now… Continue reading Why are Republicans in the US banning or making it harder to receive care for trans people?

War against Self

Content Warning: Transphobic post. There’s a war raging on in me. A war against my self. I don’t know which part of “self” is more authentic. Is it the one that I find during introspection–the one that emerges when doing soul seeking? The one that has always put herself last and is sick of it?… Continue reading War against Self

Gender

I’m starting to think of things with gender as though there are different axis (gosh is that the plural? or is it axes? chop chop). I have no idea what they should be but I think there’s identity (how do you relate to yourself on a mental/psychological level? what identity resonates for you?), there’s body… Continue reading Gender

Hello Hannah

So yesterday I played GTA Online with a bunch of my brother’s friends (one of my friends was there as well but pretty sure the distinction isn’t really necessary). One of his friends called me by my dead name and then followed up with “I’m sorry” then from there on out corrected and called me… Continue reading Hello Hannah

Meta Study Finds Possible correlation between Gender Identity and Autism?

So the goal of this video is not to say that if you are Autism that you have issues with Gender Identity nor does it say that if you struggle with your Gender Identity that you are Autistic. But there is a rate of “comorbidity” between the two. Knowing that there is a possible connection… Continue reading Meta Study Finds Possible correlation between Gender Identity and Autism?

An Old Post

December 14, 2011 from flesh to dustfrom life to deathfrom physical to spiritualfrom death to lifefrom hatred to lovefrom pain to blissfrom heart break to unionfrom confusion to conclusionfrom start to finishfrom finite to infinitefrom temporary to permanentfrom prototype to finalfrom clay to potfrom death to lifefrom self to multitudefrom emptiness to overflowingfrom choice to… Continue reading An Old Post

Does everything have a problem?

I wish I would write more when things are good. Today I have no energy and don’t want to write at all. I’m not even sure what to write. I’m just deflated and want to go back to bed. Normal life I guess. Emotions: Overwhelmed, Stressed, Ashamed, Guilty, Remorseful, Depressed, Discouraged, Deflated, Hurt, Lonely, Excluded,… Continue reading Does everything have a problem?